A Letter to My Daughters

The very first time that I gazed into your newborn eyes I saw something wonderful and magical. I saw the universe, the past and the future in this remarkable gift of you. Cradled snug in my arms I saw the finest work of art. I saw the stars, the sun and the moon. I saw your essence. I saw eternity and I saw a piece of myself in you. I fell in love. I had discovered another essential part of me.

My Dearest Daughters,

May your dazzling smile always shine bright, never to lose its light.
May you always know the love and beauty which resides in your very own remarkable, glimmering and dazzling soul.
May you always know the extent of my love for you forever and without a doubt.
May you always see, feel and just know the depth of the love and beauty – the resplendent beauty which is YOU.  May you shine, shine brilliantly like the brightest of stars illuminating the darkest of nights.
May you always walk your path of freedom unwavering wherever this may lead, to face life with confidence and assurance. Thus helping you to see clearly in the midst of chaos and grasp the perfect opportunities at the perfect time.
May you always leave the past where it belongs, to live in the now letting a perfect future unfold for you.
May you always have trust in yourself, trusting the knowledge that you are a sparkling and shimmering beacon of light who has the ability to part the veils of darkness with ease, as you journey forward on the path of self discovery.
May you always know your ability to give loving guidance to those that seek out your light.
May you always walk through this world being the confident woman that you are, speaking your truth charismatically.
May you always stand steadfast and strong rooted in the knowledge and love of you as you strive to discover your earthly purpose.
May my love help guide you through your losses and victories while you discover yourself, even after I have journeyed home and until your journey here on earth is complete. May the wings of love lift you up and carry you to freedom.
May your love and your love for YOU always shine as brightly as the love that overflows in my heart for you. For even when we are apart I am still with you.
May the legacy of my love be carried on through you and when the world gets tough look back on these words inspired by you. You are beautiful.                                                                                May you always keep your head up. Be free, be yourself, be spontaneous, have fun, show yourself to the world – all of you, leave nothing hidden and remember to laugh because laughter is food for the soul. Never let go of that wild woman who resides deep inside of you. Stay true to you.

                Listen to the wind – it whispers.                                                                                                                 Listen to the silence – it speaks.                                                                                                                   Listen to the earth – it echoes.                                                                                                                   Listen to the birds – they sing.                                                                                                                   Listen to your heart – it knows.

I  Love You,

Mom

A Thank You to My Soul Family

To my Soul brothers and sisters of the world.

Thank you for standing out in the crowd so that I could easily recognize you. 

I thank you for delivering the soul love which began with a wish and for sharing freely with me.

Thank you for arriving when you heard my plea. 

I thank you for recognizing the beauty in my soul which I failed to see.

Thank you for helping me understand my authenticity, true and free.

I thank you for being no stranger to the pain or to the torrent of tears that flowed from my heart.

Thank you for holding the moon in your hand, the stars in your eyes, and the sun in your heart for my souls healing journey.

I thank you for showing me how to reach deep down into my soul, so that I could rekindle the dreams that only I can give birth to.

Thank you for teaching me Love and showing me the way back home — the seat of my soul. 

I Thank you for mirroring my soul back to me imperfectly.

Thank you for the rhythmic love dance of beautiful souls in this dream, this search of real love.

I Thank you for helping to release and reveal my own heart and soul to me.

Thank you for letting my heart and soul wander with yours for a moment.

I thank you for your loving embrace upon my return from the journey through the dark night of the soul.

Thank you for leading me to the unpleasantness hidden deep inside me which I needed to see.

I thank you for gently helping me remove the blindfolds so that I could regain my sight.

Thank you for teaching me how to open the wounds in my heart and urging me forward whispering don’t look back as my heart bled profusely until all of the pain dissipated.

I thank you for handing me the crowbar when it was time for me to open the cracks in my heart just a little wider, in order to let you escape so we could both be free.

Thank you for pointing me in the right direction, holding my hand as the light from your heart lit the way like a beacon in the night.

I Thank you for letting me go in love and pushing me further into my own heart, so that I may love myself perfectly.  

I thank you for filling that deep yearning in my soul, the hunger for real love within me.

Thank you for sharing your beautiful loving soul and positive vibration with me.                                                                
I thank you for sharing the universe with me because behind my eyelids lie the gold and blue sparkles of you and me.                                                                           

Thank you for mirroring my own selfishness so that I could clearly see the healing which needed to be addressed by me affectionately.                                                                 

I thank you for lending your soul and having faith in me as I released the deeply embedded karmic wounds, supporting us both as I broke myself down. 

Thank you for holding my hand as we traveled together, letting me find my own faults and insecurities through you. 

I thank you for walking away which enabled me to see through the illusion created by myself so I could finally flip my own past the bird and say F***k  you.

Thank you for mirroring the true love in my own heart back to me. Thank you for allowing me to love you unconditionally.

One day I will be free…